So, Its been brought to my attention lately that, I'm a bawse(boss) no bread just a baby face! No shots at Mr.Ross (I don't need him in my face like certain people...) I'm more of a boss in my mind then him right now with all those maybach's over that way. Its not like I ever mean harm by anything I say or do because the universe knows I want nothing but the best for everybody that I consider something. And its not to many people that I dislike so I praise for everybody to go as far as they possibly can. Now with that said, I have to take my own advice! Wait, wait, wait......I'M ABOUT TO! The thing is, I know in my heart once I start this, I won't be able to stop this. I have it in me just like the person reading this does to be Realizing Potential right now but its not the right settings right now, My PlayStation 2 controller isn't configured with the right button scheme right now ya get me!? Its wet outside and I got a freaking wife beater on, camo shorts and some loafers with no socks! I LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT MAYNE!!! Haha, But in all seriousness lameos its not a "make with what you got" type thing right now. I will not accept this, My main thing right now is getting on at a Wal-Mart or something to take care of my financial......crisis! Once I'm clear of my debts and I have my "essential items" I'll be able to move unto this upcoming year full force and I mean breaking through the Van Allen Belt force (No games).
But BACK to this this this SELFISHNESS of mines. I've realized I can't make anybody do anything yo lol I try and I try and yet people are gonna move when their ready. Okay, fine and dandy BUT, Once I move and can't stop moving I'm not sure if I even will care about people's endeavors as much as I do now. That's when my selfishness is really just me. Not saying I want to forget anybody but I'm damn sure won't care if their doing anything with their behave. Bragging rights are important to me but only to a certain extent. And no don't read this and think its outta anger or anything, Its just gotten old lol. I've preached enough about alot of things since the year of 2008 and things have gotten crazier every year. Its only right to be kinda set fast for the future because its just about to get harder. Do I feel as if I'm the center of the universe sometimes? You bet your fresh ass I do. Reasons being I've never done anything alchemic or magically by asking any gjins or deities, But what I've done is put out a signal from my soul into the cosmos....and as "weird" as that COULD sound to MOST its true. So its like, I expect people around me to do the same, Once again I gotta take my own advice, just like I'm not ready just yet to do what I gotta do they aren't either lol. I find it funny the more I start to type up this the more it keeps hitting me. That said, I want my presentation with all of my art to be a certain way. I've come up with shit in my head just over the last 3 months that's pure GOD send. It proves me right everytime. Its like coming outta a system of based religion I'm feeling more closer to a higher power than ever before. Almost if getting off my knees and looking up on my feet is what It wanted in the first place....and its all coming outta me!
This new feeling of OVERstanding people's situations and points in their life is a good one. I just stress that once I'm in a certain race I won't be able to re-adjust, I'm gone lol okay I LIED! I'll stop and still be selfish once in a while but that shit will be very #rare (BasedGod Voice) so discard anything else I said about not doing so lol. I'm just a kid man, But I'm not a kid anymore. I can see down the tunnel of what could and what could not be but why not let it be? I'm sitting up here typing, I should be doing and I will. My will is that of the sky, limitless.....I can't.....give up. Even just waking up this morning around 4 am, I thought about "Why I'm I doing this shit" I have lost a little passion since 16 no lie, But finally seeing my art get the attention that it needs instead of these normal muthafucka's that's soaking time that could be mines all up will bring that shit back. I stay inspired no doubt but its easy to get off track. But once your on it stay on it. Dedication to ANYTHING is the hardest....I'm working on it and I'm getting better. Install that and balance with your life is the best thing you could do in this time right now oh and niggas bout to start a garden yo #random but so is life nigga (K.Dot Voice) Ha!
-Young Aslan