Saturday, October 16, 2010
Live from my Blackberry
Okay I just wanted to type up some random stuff from my torch on here......idk what to say lol
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Getting In That Mood To Write...(Harder than it looks)
This subject is pretty tricky lol I've been in a semi writers block for the past three days I've been off and its kinda been effecting my process of knocking out this upcoming project to finish another one. I mean just now literally just now my mother walked in my room and said she didn't want to hear any noise because she was about to go bed....AND I JUST GOT IN THE MOOD TO RECORD! Okay, Well due to leaving one of the locations of my job (Gamestop) to another one my last paycheck was about 64 bucks....with me only able to get 60 outta it.....(Which for some reason being broke makes it harder for me to focus, I'm backwards so what nigga!) But yeah, When in the process of writing, I tend to try and out do myself which to me is always a challenge since I'm about to start doing actual SONGS rather than ripping on somebody else's work. Like right now, I'm writing to Little Brother's "The Becoming" Instrumental. Its a piece of work let me tell ya and it doesn't help the process knowing Phonte killed it! But this doesn't stop me from trying to outta do him and my last verse lol.
Basically I've been becoming lazy about completing songs and projects. And I can't let that continue, Like, Its really time for me to decide how bad I want this man. Sometimes I look at some of the rappers breaking through right now and it bothers me that I might not (Note to self get in gear bitch! ^_^) MC's like J.Cole, B.O.B., Yelawolf and Cyhi Da Prince are all from the south and I can say that I'm glad that niggas like that are getting shine and repping our region and what not but I don't see JUDAH AKEEM up there lol I guess its all about timing. But is my timing gonna be the correct timing??? I have many routes I can go after Pride Rock and Asteroid Blues is released. My apprentice/fav Scorpio's about to turn 20 and his mom and pops are getting him all his shit so he can start doing his thing(FUN FACT: Him and Drake are born on the same day) I think him getting his shit together will inspire me to keep getting it in harder.
Youtube is another aspect of promo that's kinda been a bitch to me in the past. Its like when I post a video with a fake tag it lasts for about a day then all kinda random shit just appears outta nowhere with hardly any views! That has to be the most annoying shit ever fam. Youtube regulating my goddamn related videos!!! Then I go on such and such channel and its all cookies and ice cream on their shit...Yeah.....I'm not hating on anybody putting up fake titles and gaining the attention of the people they want and getting them as fans....wait....YES I I'M! I mean shit dude, What the fuck do you have to do to get subscribers on that shit lol and I see a new bullshit shane dawson video everyday on the front page and that's even more sickening...*Sighs*
But back on subject and to end this little rant on writers block, When you get in the mood to write WRITE! I don't care if its during getting your shank swallowed, You betta tell that bitch a punchline just popped up in your head and for her to reach you your blackberry lmao.
^_^
Basically I've been becoming lazy about completing songs and projects. And I can't let that continue, Like, Its really time for me to decide how bad I want this man. Sometimes I look at some of the rappers breaking through right now and it bothers me that I might not (Note to self get in gear bitch! ^_^) MC's like J.Cole, B.O.B., Yelawolf and Cyhi Da Prince are all from the south and I can say that I'm glad that niggas like that are getting shine and repping our region and what not but I don't see JUDAH AKEEM up there lol I guess its all about timing. But is my timing gonna be the correct timing??? I have many routes I can go after Pride Rock and Asteroid Blues is released. My apprentice/fav Scorpio's about to turn 20 and his mom and pops are getting him all his shit so he can start doing his thing(FUN FACT: Him and Drake are born on the same day) I think him getting his shit together will inspire me to keep getting it in harder.
Youtube is another aspect of promo that's kinda been a bitch to me in the past. Its like when I post a video with a fake tag it lasts for about a day then all kinda random shit just appears outta nowhere with hardly any views! That has to be the most annoying shit ever fam. Youtube regulating my goddamn related videos!!! Then I go on such and such channel and its all cookies and ice cream on their shit...Yeah.....I'm not hating on anybody putting up fake titles and gaining the attention of the people they want and getting them as fans....wait....YES I I'M! I mean shit dude, What the fuck do you have to do to get subscribers on that shit lol and I see a new bullshit shane dawson video everyday on the front page and that's even more sickening...*Sighs*
But back on subject and to end this little rant on writers block, When you get in the mood to write WRITE! I don't care if its during getting your shank swallowed, You betta tell that bitch a punchline just popped up in your head and for her to reach you your blackberry lmao.
^_^
Monday, October 11, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
I think I might just take my time...
*Waking outta a half-assed sleep reaching for my laptop* Hello! Good afternoon! Okay, I've had a talk with two individuals I've known for quite a long time the other day and to me for the way I'm feeling right now in this current mind frame of mine (mixed feelings) I've come to the conclusion that I might re frame from worldly religion. My studies as a "personal scholar" has took a turn for the worst, That being said, I need to find that path I once was on about a year and a half ago. My last workplace environment was one that pushed for this "drive" in me to speak out against the laws that be. It was like, I was surrounded by so much adversity that it made me super passionate for every conversation, debate, argument etc. I think once I made my departure from that, I became lackadaisical. I became real infatuated with anime again in my time off (As my bills went downhill) with ones such as Samurai Champloo and REBORN! But I must admit it felt good for a short period of time being a "shit face bum". Most would agree, That this would have been the perfect opportunity for me to get on the ball and advance my mind and studies. Well that didn't happen lol instead I went backwards.
But as my reason of stating a step back at religion, I'm being told constantly to "Give it to God" First off, Why every time something in life goes wrong I must run to God? Do we run to God when everything's going to plan? I doubt most do. It gets kinda funny when I think about how some one asks for somebody else to pray for them. C'mon people, You know that person you ask will forget about you when it boils down to it because their wants and needs out weight anything you ask them to pray for you for (In a personal sense). Being raised up as a Christian the black community you tend to see alot in the Church house, Most of the time its issues about postings and money issues. "Practice what you Preach" is saying and a creed most followers of religion (Particularly forms of Christianity) don't LIVE by. Its like saying I'm a vegetarian Friday and eating meatball surprise Monday! It just doesn't cut it! When I look at the origins of alot of stuff I tend to become real excited because I want the truth to manifest within my brain till the point I'm so knowledgeable about so many subjects and aspects of history to the point I'm a great intellect! College also looks good at the moment but a check from the government only lasts a few weeks LOL I think I'd rather work and save money and study what I can when I have free time.
And no this is not a blog attacking anybody's beliefs, Its just an outcry for understanding the origins of it. I have ambitious to read alot of books. I wanted to hit it home of course first with topics on Africa. Ancient Egypt or Kemet being one of the starting points. The art of Egypt has really been speaking to me of late, Literally drawing me in. Horus, Isis and Osiris beinging the main branch I'm looking over right now. To think that its so much that can be drawn outta the influence of Kemet on later religions is head bogging. Next line of study would be the Roman Empire in which I know little of lol.
That's It for now....I think ^_^
But as my reason of stating a step back at religion, I'm being told constantly to "Give it to God" First off, Why every time something in life goes wrong I must run to God? Do we run to God when everything's going to plan? I doubt most do. It gets kinda funny when I think about how some one asks for somebody else to pray for them. C'mon people, You know that person you ask will forget about you when it boils down to it because their wants and needs out weight anything you ask them to pray for you for (In a personal sense). Being raised up as a Christian the black community you tend to see alot in the Church house, Most of the time its issues about postings and money issues. "Practice what you Preach" is saying and a creed most followers of religion (Particularly forms of Christianity) don't LIVE by. Its like saying I'm a vegetarian Friday and eating meatball surprise Monday! It just doesn't cut it! When I look at the origins of alot of stuff I tend to become real excited because I want the truth to manifest within my brain till the point I'm so knowledgeable about so many subjects and aspects of history to the point I'm a great intellect! College also looks good at the moment but a check from the government only lasts a few weeks LOL I think I'd rather work and save money and study what I can when I have free time.
And no this is not a blog attacking anybody's beliefs, Its just an outcry for understanding the origins of it. I have ambitious to read alot of books. I wanted to hit it home of course first with topics on Africa. Ancient Egypt or Kemet being one of the starting points. The art of Egypt has really been speaking to me of late, Literally drawing me in. Horus, Isis and Osiris beinging the main branch I'm looking over right now. To think that its so much that can be drawn outta the influence of Kemet on later religions is head bogging. Next line of study would be the Roman Empire in which I know little of lol.
That's It for now....I think ^_^
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Soundtrack Of My Life 4
Every time I hear this I go into a zone that I can only be in listening to this...Not too many songs can do that for me even though alot of them come close...And in this point in my life I'm soul searching and this masterpiece from Bilal helps me along the way.
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