*Randomly plays Kanye's Runaway Instrumental with no real intention to write to it...Just listen"
Okay so I've been having this feeling since the end of 2010 that something is bound to happen this year...I can't quite tell if its a good or bad thing just yet but I can feel something in the mists. Right now its getting near 4 am central time, Around this time the Buddhists Monk's and Dalia Lamis(Spell Check ftw and fails lol) and etc. wake up around this time to pray and mediate...Well nikka I'm NOT! haha, Nah its not that I wouldn't its just the energy that I'm feeling right now is not one that's gonna keep me going right now in my surrounding. Not to mention to get any of these damn blog sites to actually start listening to my shit I have to pay my way onto the sites such as Datpiff and WorldStar. I've been knowing this for a very long time now and its really a critical time for me as of late with money, I see myself coming outta my little debt in a few and I really need to start working on my car(New Tires ftw lol) Coming into this new year I meditated(Which reminds me I have to go back and finish that other blog shit!) And that was an amazing feeling to be in a trance focused and just breathing with the headphones on in the darked zoned out.
But to go back to this feeling I'm talking about, I've wasted around a good 750 bucks from the time I was 15 till now with music lol But this is petty compared to what I would like to invest in myself for the next 10 years. I don't like the fact that its really me that's always being so "oh its just money we can make it back" I understand people have bills or maybe just maybe I don't??? FUCK THAT I'll leave my moms house whenever I get to a certain point with or without money saved. I've token stupid risks before so I can't see why not take a shot a being on my own epically with me turning 21 this year. I'm currently looking at the situation of everything as in I MUST get outta the state for a min with my equipment and finish a project or two outta state. I do believe in energies around different areas and certain points being stronger and weaker depending on the time and season....Its just a matter of time. I have cut away from a lot of people that once were some what close, Reason being I've been on a path of trying to find the person I want to be right now. It's so much to learn and see with not that much time before shit gets crazy out here. Which brings me to the movies coming out this year. Ohhhh boy! Its gonna be an amazing year for movies. The Moon, Ufos and Religion.......Here we go again
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